Kind teacher who has nothing to forgive

Kind teacher
You touched my soul with your words
Tears overflow as I read how strong your faith is with Allah
You felt Allah is with you
Truly overwhelmed was I
And totally inadequate I felt
as many a time forgot Allah I did
I abandoned Him

kind teacher
I don’t reach your state of being
I am not god-centred

I am just the condemnning soul (nafs lawwamah)
I believe you have reached nafs mutmainnah

Kind teacher you said you have nothing to forgive
But indeed I have wronged you

It matters not that you forgive me
I still feel bad for condemning you

Kind teacher
Thank you


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